All the time. That’s all they say. They are beyond where they should be. And they are not able to continue anymore. So they repeat “Emergency, emergency, emergency” over and over again. That is all they say now. What does that mean?

Well to me, it means this spiritual world is not going to last much longer. I mean the one around me is pretty much over. It is in a “state of emergency”and when that happens in  a spiritual world, it just disappears, because it really does not exist anymore. It was already over so long ago, it just had to repeat itself in my reality to be erased. This is why the spirits are saying emergency. There is nothing else to say anymore.

When I first became aware of my natural abilities as Healer, I was so unsure of what I really could accomplish. I really did not understand what I was doing. I realize that this phenomenon is a natural occurring and automatic one if I was in the right environment. That was the key:  getting to a safe and secure home situation and away from the spiritual energies of those people who I interacted with. As I left that extremely negative world I was able to think more clearly and feel my way through the days ahead. Now, I know that I am a powerful Healer and no one else is like me. No one else talks about these things like I do. I am on my own here. I have the full power and confidence to carry on. It is evident in how my interactions are going these days. I can effect change with just my words now. My words allow the spiritual energies to purge. It is that simple..

I wait and watch for the positive changes. I feel assured that from now on, everything I want changed will really change. There is no “setup world” blocking reality.  My words are the reality. What I say happens over and over. I feel that now. It gives me so much confidence to continue what I am doing. I see some people who interact with each other as very immature people. They are not capable of making any good decisions now. They are stuck in their fantasy life and do not want to change. They still are pretending and in denial. I left denial way behind me so long ago. That separation from my former life allowed me to shed all the layering of magnetic energy that clung to me for its existence. It is a very thin layer now. It is hardly even here. What is here around me is very low level spiritual energy. It is just the remainder of what was once a huge powerful spiritual network. That time is over.

Now, I can relax and make myself comfortable. I am not really responsible for anyone else now. My sons are all adults. I have achieved that part of parenting successfully and happily. My sons and I are able to move on in our new world with the good feelings of being alive and healthy. There is no death or illness in my world. That is all part of the spiritual setups that I removed through purging and merging. There is still a very spiritual world out there, but it is not affecting me in my life now. It is very separate and fading too…

Maybe there are other Healers like me and my sons somewhere in this world. But things are changing now and soon I will discover where I came from. I already know that I was stolen away soon after my birth and this action caused a lot of problems to continue.  But that time is over. Everyday is interesting and new. No setups. Just one day after another until things change again and the days are one endless summer….

 

 

Posted on July 4, 2014

Now that I realize and know that I was born in this month of July, I have been able to move forward in my purging journey at a very good pace. I totally discount the birth certificate that is in my safe. It is a falsified document. I am hoping that soon, I will find some proof of my early childhood events. I know that I was taken away from my birth mother. I know that my name was changed and my birth date was changed too. I feel my birth mother tried in vain to take me back. I know that I will eventually find the truth now, if I keep purging all this spiritual energy that still clings to my body..

I have been successful in accessing another hidden document that concerns my home and the real governing documents of the community in which I live. Now, I want to get to those other personal documents that have been withheld from me for so long. I am talking about an adoption certificate of some kind from an attorney. I feel that the woman who raised me has it and is keeping it well hidden. I do not talk to this woman ever. If I asked her about it right now, it would start a path so negative and disgusting that it would not help me find out anything. She would go on and on and rant about nonsense and try to make me look bad. Well lady, that is never going to happen to me. I am so far away from her evil. I cannot go there again. That time is so over.

I feel that I will be receiving some information about this when she dies. But I do not want to directly ask her or get involved with her now or at any other time. I just allow the natural dying process to take over. When she dies, all of those spiritual energies that are part of her will be purged out onto the universe forever. This will allow the truth to come forward easily and naturally, during the legal process following her death. I feel that somewhere in those important  papers she has kept over these years is the proof that I seek.

Until then, I continue to purge spiritual energies at a very high rate. It is not stopping! It continues all the time! There is so much of it to purge still. I continue to move through my real birthday month. I am enjoying the warm weather and making sun tea and wearing bathing suits again. It is beautiful here in Northern California. The gardens are blooming and growing food. It is all good for us  in my little home. I continue to make  every day the same. The sun is here and warms us all. My sunflower turns and grows tall and shows me that even I can have the life I really wanted to have, the life that was meant for me..

July 1, 1958, in a small rural town in Northern California a little baby girl was born. That baby was me. I know this now. I cannot say much more than that. I do not have the birth certificate in front of me. I just know. I was cared for and loved by my birth mother for about the first four months of my life, then I was taken away from my mother. This was not a joint decision. She did not want to do this, but it was done anyways. She suffered tremendously but no one seemed to care… It cannot be said how much suffering is involved when a baby is stolen away and you have no power to stop it. I hope that she is still alive,  but I feel that she is not here anymore. Sad but true…

That is what happened to me. I hope that somewhere around here where I now live, in Novato, CA, USA are some relatives from my early life. I feel like they are here somewhere. I know that by purging all of those energies away over the long past years, I was able to make my way back to the town where I was born. I just need to still find that one connection that will make this all real. I am sure that there are some people who knew about me when I was young. I am sure that this is true. I am hoping that sometime this month I will finally be reunited with my birth family.

 

Happy Birthday to me,  happy birthday to me, I’m 56 years old now, I’m here and I’m free!

Goodbye spiritual world, I have lived until my 56th birthday.

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There were no heroes along the way who helped me figure things out. I had to do this all by myself. In fact even today, there is no one around me telling me that I have a fantastic healing power and giving praise. I am not surprised because this world is such a bad one, that no one wants to admit anything now. They are all just keeping very quiet. How wonderful for them. I do not have to keep posting and blogging about me or my life for my healing powers to work. I do not have to do anything really, just be here..

I have made it through the toughest life of spirituality ever known and I did it all by myself. My sons are here with me and we will go on and do whatever we want to do. We do not need other people around us shaking our hands. That is not going to happen. We will simply be the survivors of this spirituality game. We are the good people who purged out the spiritual world in order to allow life to exist.

And those other scumbags that I have known through out my spiritual life time, they will just get old and wrinkled and die. That is not very exciting to me. There was never anyone of those people from my past who I want to be with or talk to. That is seriously the truth. I do not trust any of them. That time in their world is over for me.

And even if I do find out who my real mother was someday, I still will not be very excited anymore. I feel like I was left all alone to perish but I didn’t. I survived. I will always live on. I will purge and continue to do this forever. It never stops. That is the only way for life to go on and on.

Healers must live and purge. Otherwise humanity dies. And we do not like that idea around here.  So scumbags who think they helped me out in some way, I want you to know that you did not. You really did not. You were just another spiritual setup along this spiritual purging time. I guess it is really the start of a brand new world, one that is flat, not round and has the sun revolving around me.  A warm and loving natural world will be all there is in the future. The technology of this world will slow down a lot now because it was highly powered by spiritual energies. Believe it or not! Once those energies  are gone, technology goes too and the natural world takes completely over again..

Posted on June 28, 2014 by firsthealer

What a pleasant surprise! Here, I though it was some sort of beanstalk. It is definitely not a bean stalk. The leaves are beginning their slant toward the sun and I see the tiny flower developing inside. The flower stalk is 4 feet tall now and will get even taller. Here is what it looks like right now:

Sunflower in Healer’s Garden 06/28/14

The funny thing is  how sure I was it was a beanstalk. I had this idea implanted in my mind. I even told my sons and a neighbor it was a bean stalk. But it isn’t. It’s obviously a sunflower stalk! I can see how even now I can be fooled by those negative energies around me. I also purchased a set of yarn recently in the same color that I purchased exactly one year ago! And totally forgot about it. I just figured it out and now I am making other items to accessorize this Bernat Satin Forest Mist Heather shawl I created last June 2013. I have added some trim to the shawl and will make a purse and maybe a hat of some kind. I am wondering if there is anything else I am being fooled about these days. I am sure the days ahead are going to be very interesting and enjoyable too. I have told the community where I live that I was born here many years ago. I also had the great news that my home value increased $120,000.00 this past year. That is simply amazing.

What else can happen? I am not really sure, but I am so ready for good things to happen. And this is the time I have finally reached on this very lengthy and sometimes boring healing/purging journey. I want the good times to happen and the fun to begin. And starting July 1st, the new fiscal year is going to be a very prosperous one for me, Healer! I just know that now. I can tell that everything finally has turned around in the right direction, and evil has been conquered! I won that game and I deserve the winnings that go along with being the victor! And because I have purged out all the spiritual energies that set up everything wrong, this good situation stays just like this and never gets bad again!

For those of you who would like to see more of my community you can read my other blog here on wordpress: http://www.meadowparkcommunityblog.com.  Maybe one day I will only have blog and then maybe none. But for now, I have these two!

Hope your summer is happening the way you want it to. I am sure my real birthday is coming right up in July. That is what feels right to me. I will be turning 56 and feel like a new person.  I feel real and I can say and do anything I want to do and good things happen all the time as a result. And people are finally noticing.

Having a sunflower growing magically in your garden is a very good thing for a Healer. It is all about the sun and its powerful energy which I am very connected to. The sunflower grows in the sun’s direction and makes the world smile. It is a beautiful flower of nature and sometime this summer it will be blooming for all of us here in my home. It is not a stupid beanstalk, thank goodness. Those things are only in fairy tales.  And I am not a fairy tale, I am very real…

The story of Healer will be told again and again. It is a very true story of deceit and evil and how Healer was able to overcome all of that and succeed anyway. That is what people will remember about me, but I will always be here anyways, because my sunflower finally got to  grow in my garden!

Posted on June 26, 2014

Where did this spiritual energy evolve from? Was it always here, before humans? I do not think that is true. I only know that spiritual energy has never been removed from humans. There is this abundance of it everywhere. It all ends up here though in my home and then it gets released by me onto the universe. I feel like my home is the “portal” between the real world and spiritual world. Does that make sense? It does to me…

I mean, I hear it as it goes outside my window. It leaves my body and is pulled outside. It is amazing. “No time left” it repeats over and over again. My hands are very powerful too as I clasp them together. I disrupt an entire setup of bundled energy whenever I do this. I can do this at will and there is no ritual or religion here. This is a real phenomenon. It is not something that I rely on money to do. I can do this anytime, anywhere, and I never have to stop. I am here forever…

It is a huge wave of noise at times. I am surprised that no one around here says anything. It used to be quite loud at times. Perhaps these people around here cannot hear anything real, or are too afraid to admit what it is.. But what I do is very real. I cannot stop it either. It is such a good feeling to have this ability and know that it is allowing life to continue for humans.. I am in total control of the spiritual world now. I know that.

I have absolutely no fear. 

The spirits are not intellectual beings. In fact, they are stupid, and prey on humans’ thoughts and ideas. They create distorted setups which unfortunately have controlled the human race for eons. I guess no one really knows exactly what happened to allow spiritual energy’s existence. But it is very deadly and a big mistake, that is certain.

There is nothing good that can be done with spiritual energy. It cannot be harnessed and used for good purposes. Forget about that. It is old ancient evil and the less of it there is, the more the real world takes over. Some people are so overtaken with spiritual energy that their appearance changes. They look spiritual, bloated and distorted. Their human features change. Their noses grow, literally. You have seen this of course. It just means those people have not purged out their spiritual energies and, as this continues, those energies cause their death. It is very simple once you understand that spiritual energy is real and exists.

I am purging this massive amount of energy constantly, so instead of harboring this energy in my body, I release it and therefore I will not die. I will not age and have bloated features on my face. People who read my words will either start purging as a result or shrink away and die. That is what my words do for them. The reality of spiritual energy purging is here now. No one can deny it for very long…

This knowing must account for my good feelings and total lack of worry these days. Life flows. Life is easy and simple. The basics are all covered easily!

I never expected this at all. I never had any idea I was this powerful Healer. I was never told this by anyone. I was never in the right place until now.

I know I will be turning 56 years old soon. I feel my real authentic birthday is sometime in early July, not in November like this fake birth certificate says. It is important for me to get to the truth about this because so many lies have covered up the true me. I feel like I am in the middle of a huge hidden object game (HOG) right now. I am searching for important documents that are so difficult to find. Criminals are in control of these documents that I seek. One is the Fuel Modification Plan, a part of my homeowner’s association governing documents. The other one is an adoption document.  And the final document I am seeking is my real birth certificate. In a spiritual set up game, there are always three things to accomplish- notice how everything seems to happen in threes? That is because it is a spiritual set up. I do not know why it happens like that, but it does. And it gets purged…. In the end, there will not be anything happening in threes, because the spirits and their setups will all be gone…

I try to let it go for now but it is disturbing the amount of criminality that has occurred over the past several years. It all has to do with this spiritual energy which I purge constantly. I know that eventually, all the truths will be told, even those involving my birth and my true heritage. I am in search of my real identity and my real family. I know that in time my searching will  finally be over.

I feel like I am involved in this huge hidden object game in the universe. I am the great and powerful Healer who was stolen from her birth family at a very young age and raised by evil people. These criminals took away my true identity and raised me as a totally different person.  I have become the Universe Princess right now still searching for my real birth family. That is where I am in this evil spiritual game. I have overcome the odds and I am in control of my life right now. I am going to expose the criminals who took away my childhood and separated me from my birth mother…And who are threatening the security of my home by withholding important fire safety information.

At some point, I will have access to these documents that I am seeking.  I will find the right people to help me. I will receive the support from others who are in similar situations as I am.  The criminals will all die for their evil deeds. Good Versus Evil is the name of this HOG. And this time, good conquers evil, because I made my way to Universe Princess. I left those other “princesses” far behind. They are stuck in their little spiritual worlds while I move on into reality..

When I reached Healer status in this game of spirituality, I won, even though it did not always feel like it. Healer is at the top. There is nothing higher than Healer in the game of spirituality, because Healer purges the spiritual energy that allows the game to continue. . . Once Healer is here (me!), there really is “no time left”, and that is why those stupid spiritual energies repeat that over and over and over again, get it?

Posted on June 25, 2014 

It happens along the purging journey. You are really going into a new place with your family when you are purging out the spiritual energies. It is surprising when you see what your family can accomplish when you stick together. You become survivors! You live on!

You stay in one place instead of moving around constantly, and make changes happen. And these are good changes. You make sure your drinking water is safe. You install a water filtration system yourself. No one tells you to do this. You just do it because it is necessary. You start growing your own food. No one tells you to do this either. But, it happens anyway and it is fun to watch plants grow from the tiniest of seeds. The results are very good.

This is what healing in the universe does. I am sure that there are going to be other families like ours doing these things. Our world is not that safe anymore. You rely too much on these other people to ensure that food and water are safe and plentiful. But, it may not be so in the future. As the climate continues to change and people continue to do things wrong, you will become less reliant on them for many things. You will learn to do more for yourself and this is easy when you are living  with your real family. I can tell the difference!

So, it is like moving out to a new place right now. But we are not really doing that. We are just changing and growing together and as adults we can plan and budget for whatever is needed for our home in the new little world. It is fun to do these things yourself. It feels good.

Food Garden on Back Patio

Growing Food Indoors

Tomato Forest

I took a quick look back to my past, where I came from along this purging journey. I see no one has really changed for the good. They are all stuck still in their spiritual worlds, doing the same nonsense things, giving out stupid psychic advice and talking about a spiritually set up world like it is real and normal. And it is hard to get out of there, but I did.  Astrology in particular is a very stupid way to live. I was there though one time. Now I know how stupid it is. I am sure my birth date is not correct anyways. And I am also certain that the solar system is just a bunch of made up fantasy. What a joke it all is!

I know my birth date was changed by those bad people who stole me away from my birth mother. I believe my birth date was actually around this time, in the summer, not later on in November. And because of this major lie, my life took a very different path way as I got all covered up in a massive spiritual web that I am still breaking apart. I just laugh though at those people still there. Their looks are degrading.

Those psychic advisors are filling up with that bad energy and they look  bloated and inhuman. They are not ever going to purge like me. They are highly spiritual and their bodies are falling apart as they get all the major diseases now. I only had to look one last time at those psychic web sites to know that their end is coming soon.

I am happy I can purge and that I got away from the spiritual world. I cannot describe the horrors of that world enough. It is not where a real human wants to live. It is not a healthy place to be. You just fall into a trap without realizing it. But I was able to get away. And I have been successful. And my family will live on…

I guess that is why I am posting about those psychic freaks one last time. Their spiritual energies are very limited now and they really are dying out. In the future, the psychics will only be a forgotten part of the spiritual age. They will not exist anymore. They will be a mere memory. And real people will take control again and make the world safe and healthy.

The psychics are trying to stay in control, but they have no way to do that. Without their spiritual energies, they are dead…And many of them know this already and are preparing themselves to “go into the light”… Well it does not matter what you call it.  Once you die now, you are gone. The spiritual energies are purged and that is all that happens. There is no afterlife.  There is no returning to life. There is only death, a final end. And the end is with me because I am the dead end for all spiritual energy.

I am Healer and I am here to purge out all of the spiritual world completely. So, everything spiritual has a dead end now…

 

Are you trying to get something changed in your community? Do not expect the authorities in control to do anything about it. These enforcement agencies who are in charge of protecting the public are set up to do the wrong things. That way, they can continue to exist. What would the police do if there were no criminals ? They need criminals to get a paycheck. So does the district attorney’s office. They also need criminals to get paid. The fire man need fires or they will also be gone, so forget about catching the real fire starters. We will just pretend we are really trying to figure that out. And because this is so stuck and warped, it is out of control now. The criminals are getting the attention of a celebrity, of a hero of sorts. What a freak show it is!

This kind of world which still exists is rotting away. It is at its peak now and will not be able to sustain itself. The obsessive commenting on websites, the ignoring, the enabling of this evil world will cease to happen. It will be silenced. And, the only reason that it happens is that these people all die. When they die, their spiritual energies are purged and merged with the universal energies.

There is nothing to keep this mess alive and functioning. It is a dead world really. It will be purged out because I am here to do it. That is the only reason things change. Otherwise, the real world would cease to exist and the human species would die out completely. Life would end. Unthinkable, but that is the result of a spiritual world. It always dies…

It is necessary to purge this world of the spiritual energies surrounding bad people. This will allow life to continue. And this only happens when these people die and their spiritual energies are merged out onto the universe. Once this takes place, these spiritual energies are inert and done. There is never ever going to be another spiritual world again.  This time will be looked back upon as the spiritual age that was ended by the Healer.

I am the Healer who is doing this. I cannot be stopped. It is all simple and complete. There is no one else who can do this but me. In the future,  I will be known only as Healer. I will be addressed as Healer. I will not be looked upon any other way. That is how the new world begins.

I am Healer and I am here forever…