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Julia Angel, Universal Healer

Julia Angel, Universal Healer

Thank goodness you found me! I am the only real Universal Healer providing spiritual energy purging services on the internet right now… All of the other healers online are very spiritual…What they do is a scam. I define a scam as a spiritually created about money activity….These spiritual healers are only doing this for money… And, they cannot do what I do…Spiritual healers share the spiritual energies with their clients and other spiritual healers.They do so-called “cleansings”…They do not purge and merge this bad energy like I do.

Spiritual healers do not have a universal connection…They are connected spiritually to other spiritual healers…

They want to keep the spiritual web intact because that is all they can do: exchange spiritual energies with other people! Their healing process stays closed and very negative…As a result our world has become highly spiritual and deadly..Spiritual healing allows death and dying to continue on and on…

IT IS NOT GOOD TO BE SPIRITUAL!

I am not like them. I am totally different..I am a universal human being… I am not spiritual at all…I am not a scam...

 My healing process is healthy! The natural universe has powerful magnetic energies which pull away this spiritual invasion among humans.. I have a very good connection with the universe…I work with the universe to make this all happen…As a result, the cycle of spirituality is broken and discarded forever…

I attach your spiritual energies to the universe, the air we all breathe, outside of this spiritual web.  That means the real environment outside your window…That is the only way to really heal….I know you will feel totally good after interacting with me. You will know and feel the difference…Universal Family Healing removes spiritual energy from humans completely. As a result universal families heal together and stay together…Spiritually set up families disintegrate and fall apart… Those spiritual families are not real…That is why we have so many problems today. The spiritual families have taken over our world and made it so negative…

Spiritual energy is damaging to humans. It causes a lot of problems for us… It ages us.. It allows disease processes to settle in…But I am able to pull this spiritual layering away from you quite easily.. It is just a parasite and needs to be discarded..Spiritual energy has no benefits whatsoever. It is time to get rid of this pest.. I am able to do this because I am universal, not spiritual…I am not in contact with any spiritual healers…I am totally separated from them… I actually purge them out too…It is part of what I do as a Universal Healer…

Do you understand the difference? Some of you may know me from other psychic web sites where I used to work a few years ago. I found out through my healing process that I do not fit in there at all.. I am not a psychic. I am a Universal Healer! Psychics are highly spiritual people. I am not spiritual at all. I am a universal being…I purge my spiritual energies. I do not hold on to them…

Now, I am offering my unique and powerful Universal Healing right here on my own web site..I only work here… Read on and see what I do.. I help you and your family heal from the tragedies of your past… It can happen! I call this service Universal Family Healing. It is easy to understand as you read through my blog and slowly comprehend what I am talking about.. I know that my words are new for many of you visiting my blog. And maybe a little bit uncomfortable..But soon my words will become common knowledge.. The spiritual time is over.. It was a very bad time for humans….

I know you are interested in what I am saying here… It is all real… It is not fantasy or a freaky game of some kind… I really do purge spiritual energy.. It is routine for  me now… It can be for you too! You have to be real about what is happening in your world.. Once you begin to purge out spiritual energy you see things in a new way. You see reality…The truth is all that remains.

I know that you are searching for real answers to many questions. You are not happy with the current situation in your life. Your “family” is falling apart. You are not that financially stable. You are wondering what is going on?? You think you may be purging your spiritual nature and that is probably true. And so here you are, reading my blog! As you purge out all your spiritual energies you will become more and more real and universal, not spiritual… Yes, it is possible to get rid of this pest, an infestation that humans have had to endure for a very long time…

I can help! I can see your situation easily. I can answer any questions you have about what is going on in your world. I can make it easier for you to move ahead in your world.. Since I provide a very unique and powerful healing service, I can aid you in whatever is troubling you right now…

I have the powers of the universe in my hands (literally)… This is new to the human race… We have been overcome with spiritual forces and forgot how the universe is supposed to function. But I am here to get it going again… And I did!! I have the amazing ability to purge spiritual energies away from humans… I remove it and attach it onto the universe…Once it it on the universe, it is gone forever.. It cannot return and start spirituality going again..

Wow! Yes, it is true….The earth’s geomagnetic field is now open and working as it is supposed to… And by the way, geomagnetic field =god. That is where this whole “god” issue came from… The spirits really made up this huge fantasy about our “god” because that is what they call their home… This magnetic field around us and our planet is “god”…. What a joke ….But that is the truth.. All of that stuff about religion came from spirits controlling humans to do their little god setups…

I am very sure when you read my blog it will open new doors for you. It will allow you to understand what is really going on with your life, family, and world… No matter where you are in the world, not just the USA, Universal Healing, the way I do it, is truly universal. It happens everywhere humans live….That is because spiritual energies can only survive on a human host!… So if you are in Russia or China or New Zealand, you have spiritual energies there too. Your part of the world happens to be highly spiritual…If you live in these areas, you really need to get connected universally or your countries will continue to fall apart…You need to get a reality check if you are living over there…

Now in the USA, there are spiritual hamlets or locations where more “spiritual beings” live and set up a spiritual environment. I happen to be living in the northern part of California USA, a highly spiritual place at one time. I changed all that by simply being here and purging out the spiritual energy layers that kept most of my true identity hidden. It has taken me years to get to this point. That is why I know my healing powers are real and stable.

I did not go to school to be who I am.. Those courses in healing are just spiritual set ups…You cannot go to school to be like me…I achieved an MSN and CNS in Parent Child Nursing. I even became Board Certified in Advanced Holistic Nursing. None of those credentials matter now. I am retired from a 30 year professional nursing life. That time is over thank goodness. It did nothing but stop me from being the natural Universal Healer that I am…

I now have this constant connection to the universal energies and it is never-ending. I will always be here. My universal world is gradually getting bigger and bigger as this universal vacuum consumes the spiritual part of the magnetic energy fields surrounding me.. That is the reason this works so well. Spiritual energy is merged with the universe and it is no longer around humans at all. Spirituality is over for me and my family!

I am sure that no one else can tell you that much about spiritual energy purging. I feel I am the First Healer to achieve this level. And that is why I cannot find anyone else talking or blogging about this amazing natural phenomenon. I am seeing very little .. In fact I only see it here on my website..I even tried talking to some people in the scientific world about this phenomenon but got no response at all…It seems the scientists are highly spiritual too and do not really want the truth to be known…This lack of understanding or information about spiritual energy purging is slowing down a very important process, but I continue anyway.

Even though I am not in the mainstream news and most likely never will be, I continue to purge and merge spiritual energy because it is automatic for me and continues 24/7 non-stop……

Other healers talk about healing but they remain in a spiritual web, a set up that is highly spiritual. Those people are playing a spiritual game. They are not real healers…They are not real humans either. They are spiritual beings… (i.e. more spiritual than real). They may heal others by taking on more and more of others’ spiritual energies, but the energies remain around them. They create a more negative world by doing that…They are not purging and merging their spiritual energies onto the universe as I am…

You may know people like that. They do not look human at all. Their looks change. They look more like a cartoon character than a human being. And when their noses enlarge, that is a sure give away that they are a spiritual being. They are so full of spiritual negativity that their minds are corroded and full of holes. They are not real people anymore.. They are more like robots…

I consider this spiritual energy like an artificial intelligence (AI). It’s magnetic qualities allow it to cling to the human brain and use it for its own purposes…Spiritual energy is very mind controlling and dangerous for human beings…It is not good to be spiritual! 

I can help you and your family purge your spiritual world. More and more families are becoming universal. Together, we are creating a new positive universal world, free of spirituality…I am here to continue this purging and merging activity which is changing our universe completely….Negativity is leaving the planet Earth because I am here to do it…And the universe smiles on me all the time! It is a win-win situation for us and the universe around us! Even if you do not contact me, be assured that my healing is universal and affects the spiritual energy barriers everywhere… So there are positive changes happening world-wide…Once the spiritual barriers are removed reality is restored automatically….

Just read the daily news and see this happen.. You will know that my healing is real and powerful as the world’s leaders start to make the right decisions again to protect our planet…

Do you want to be universal?

All you have to do is email me to get your universal world started:

firsthealer@gmail.com

Contact me for your Universal Family Healing consultation. I charge only $50.00 per healing session. Payment is through PayPal:

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When You Realize You Have Been Deceived…You Are Truly Universal!

As you heal away those negative spiritual layers that held you captive, the real truth emerges and is right there. You know you were lied to and deceived throughout your early life. You were not with the right family…You were put there without your knowledge or permission. You were taken away from your real family.

Your birth mother was in tears and never agreed to this separation. She was always in a state of sorrow and never could accept this happened. She was not one to be taken advantage of but it happened anyway! And so it goes in this world of spiritual setups and games. Yes, the human family unit was made into a spiritual game. And it was OK to put you somewhere else when you were little. You could not stop it. You were so small and vulnerable…

You were made to pretend all the time that you were someone else entirely! You were given a false name and birthdate. And this was all approved by the medical and legal profession! This was a scam against humanity that happened in the 1950s when babies were taken away from their moms and put into other households. It was deemed the “right thing to do” and a very bad time in our history because the best and brightest human infants were involved. The babies were all-powerful Healers and could not stop this horrendous  activity. There were so many bad people (post-war) wanting to have instant families… And this was all legally allowed and encouraged…

Only in a highly spiritual world does this kind of thing happen and only with Universal Healing does this sham get exposed and blown apart into tiny little microscopic pieces…They cannot make us into their “spiritual angels” anymore. That time is gone..

This is what is happening right now!

Are you a child from the 1950s when this was happening? Do you feel like you have not been with your real family? I sure feel that way and I know that there are many others like us out there just now finding this out. It took me years to get to this realization… So I am not surprised that most of us still do not realize this.. But if I am here, I mean really here, then I know all of us will be here too..

It is not stopping now, this purging time. We are going to continue to purge spiritual energy and take control of this planet. We will not let our world die.. The spiritual energies are leaving and have no control over me. I control the spirits now… They cannot do anything to stop me….

The only thing the spirits do now is purge and merge onto the universe. That is my set up for them.. a truly “universal set up” that never stops..

 firsthealer@gmail.com

Contact me for more information or a healing session. It is very simple now to become a universal being.

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What Does Universal Healing Do For Me?

Many of you are asking yourself this question now. If you are wondering, that means you are already in the process of universal healing… To even wonder about this phenomenon means you are opening up to the real world and have left several spiritual layers behind you. That is very good! You see, this purging process is not that fast. It does take time. I am not here to say it is instantaneous. It is not a miracle cure or anything like that. It is a natural process of removing a very hidden and mysterious infestation that has hindered human kind for the ages. So of course this is going to take some time to be totally understood.

I still do not know all the answers about it myself. I do not know where it came from, or what it is really… I am just here to make this universal connection work and it does. Someone had to do it, so I was that person…A universal connection removes this spiritual infestation. There is nothing else that will remove it…Doctors cannot remove this. They call it “energy medicine”. They are just playing a spiritual game…Do not fall for their scam. Spiritual energy stays, clinging to humans unless a universal connection is established.

I had an extremely hectic and stressful life for most of my existence. This sounds familiar to many of you. It is the spiritual way of living these days, full of technology and activities and friends doing all kinds of things together…I was there. I was very spiritual and did not know it!

But what universal healing does is remove all of those extraneous things and reconnect you with your real biological family. You find that you are only really happy with them and that feels so good. If you come from a dysfunctional family, those people are not your real family. It is best that you stay far away from them. They are probably not your real family… You may have been fooled for many years about that as I was. There are many stolen babies from the past right now who were put into bad families… Maybe this happened to you…It happened to me…

Universal healing allows you to feel good again and makes living fun and easy as you establish a safe and secure human life. You regain control of your living situation. You make decisions based on your feelings, not on the needs of others. Right now this world is still highly spiritual. It has evolved into a nightmare for many people. They are losing everything to debt, foreclosures, drugs and so on…They fall into sorrow and despair because they are overwhelmed with worry and anxiety due to their spiritual energy layering..Death statistics rule the news these day!

Universal healing removes that world from you. It is a process of separation and slowing down. Everyone is different here. And only you know what is best for you. I do not counsel you here. I just help you connect and ensure you have some understanding of what is going on. That makes this phenomenon real… Once this reality is established, it does not fade out and return to the old ways. Once you are totally connected, you purge and merge your spiritual energy all the time whether you are inside your home or outside. You do this wherever you are. As a result, you make decisions easily. You are secure in your knowing. Only you have this knowing…No one else can tell you what is right for you! You just know!

It is helpful to spend more time outside in the real world. Connect yourself to nature and the sun. Feel the gentle pulling that is the magnetic force releasing this spiritual layer from you. It is that simple.. And all real! Yet, there are no scientific studies or scientists or doctors talking about this…Spiritual energy is totally ignored by those people. These so-called professionals are highly spiritual in nature and the admittance that spiritual energy is real would totally ruin their professional livelihood.  Well, I know that happens anyway along the way.. All those scientists just fade out, die,  and never return. Most of what they talk about is just fantasy and make-believe…I laugh all the time at what they write about… Such nonsense…

As this world purges out it becomes more positive and real. Those negative people simply do not exist anymore and are forgotten. There is no returning to the real world anymore once their spiritual energies are purged and merged…And so, the real world lives and survives because universal healing is here now. It is easy to understand. The confusion is gone…

I am available to help you establish your personal universal connection. I can do this via a Google e-mail, chat, or voice session. I charge a very reasonable fee: $50.00 (via PayPal) and we chat as long as you like…I can do phone call sessions on Google Voice in the US and Canada. Email me to get started. It is that easy..

firsthealer@gmail.com

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Spiritual Energy Purging = Universal Living

“Dear Julia Angel,
 
Thanks for your constant encouragement about me becoming universal.
 
Till I find my real mate…
 
Regards,
Kwok Leong”

When you purge your spiritual energy, you move the spiritual part of you onto the universe. It is pulled off of you.. And what is left is the real you… This means that all of those spiritual games you were in involved are not very powerful at all. These games are work set-ups and human relationships that are not based on real feelings… Most of the interpersonal relationships of today are highly spiritual ones and not real. These relationships are all being purged on the universe…Your real family can never be purged away from you! Becoming universal means you will find your true mate (not a soulmate).

When the spiritual energy fields are pulled away from you, whatever you are doing at that time stops happening. That means that you leave the places you were living and return home… It is important that you have a home to return to otherwise you may end up in another unsafe situation..

But, if you are becoming a universal being, you always have a home to return to.. That is a certainty! And it feels so good to return home to your real family. You discover that your spiritual journey was not that much fun. It did nothing to make you feel good. The journey you were on was not fun, happy, or safe. It was full of danger and uncaring people.

You cannot stop going through this time because it is part of the purging process. But as you purge this negative energy away the setup will not be a severe one. It will be mild in nature. It will not make you do anything dangerous to yourself. In fact, some of you may laugh at the whole thing and will joke about this time of your life..

Spiritual energy purging is not an instant cure for everything. But this process is a stabilizing method to ensure your life is a healthy and secure one.. You reconnect with your real family which allows you to find other good people to be with in this universal life…You find a mate that is like you: a universal being, not a spiritual one. There is no way you can be with a spiritual person once you are universal… It just does not work!

If you are interested in this phenomenon. please contact me for more information. I am here to support you on your universal journey to everlasting life…

firsthealer@gmail.com

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Purging Spiritual Energy on the Universe: A Totally Real and Natural Phenomenon

A satisfied client recently wrote:

“That’s great!
 
I hope everything will fall into place soon.
 
I can’t wait to see the events that you’ve mentioned unfold right before my eyes, like you did last time.
 
I shall not bother you for too long now.
 
Thank you and good evening!
 
Regards,
Kwok Leong”

I am so connected to the universe! I can purge anytime anywhere, but mostly from my home. I take a sun bath and let it all go.. It is totally amazing and real!It is a powerful connection I have now.. It has taken me several years to be this powerful.. I doubt if there is any Healer anywhere else in this universe who is doing what I am doing…I am pretty sure I am the only one.

Yet I remain largely unknown except for a few views here on my blog site. I am being viewed by people all over the world..I guess I am totally new to this world. But I am here and will stay. This world needs someone like me. Purging spiritual energy is not talked about much in this world. That tells me that spiritual energy infestation is a serious problem here on Earth..

The fact that more healers are not explaining this purging phenomenon is very concerning too…They just do not explain things very well.. But I do! I am going to make sure that all of this parasitic infestation is removed.. I do this all the time, not just when I am working with a client. I purge day and night, 24/7… I do this automatically because that is how it works. Once connected, there is no disconnection..I make this once stuck energy move away from humans and safely onto the universe…

All the spiritual energies of this world get purged because this spiritual energy is strongly connected. It is like a huge ball of magnetic spiritual yarn slowing unwinding and being pulled away from our planet and merged with the vast magnetic atmosphere of our universe.There, this energy is recycled…The energy stays away from humans and is used to strengthen the bond between our world and the sun… Good humans will live and ensure that life continues…

I am Julia Angel, Universal Healer… I was a nurse at one time. But that spiritual life is over for me. I am totally universal now, and purging spiritual energy is all I do…Contact me for your healing consultation. I will work with you to ensure your connection is intact..

firsthealer@gmail.com

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I Am Still Doing My Own Thing, And It Works…

When I left the school district seven years ago, I was full of anxiety. All I could do was sit and do jigsaw puzzles. I did this for a while and it helped. I was so shut down from being harassed and bullied. My seven-year healing journey since then has made me stronger and more able to deal with the bullies and criminals of this world…. I am now so capable to deal with anything. I deal with all the scams easily… I have the intellect and I can be my own attorney quite easily. I know what is going on. I can tell who is good and who is not good… I stay away from the bad people and it works!

I make my moves and act according to my feelings. It took a long time to be this strong and powerful Healer that I am now. I am doing my own thing now and that is forever….I said those words to someone seven years ago and I meant them.. I am really living the life I was meant to live….And it was a total surprise to me!

I am so universal. If you stop by sometime at my home, you can hear the spirit noises as they are purging on the universe. It is quite easy to hear them with your own ears. It does not take any special equipment to hear this purging phenomenon…Just sit down with me on my porch and you will hear it.. What a magnificent event this is!

I am so happy to be able to post today as I am continuing to remain in total control of my life and financial situation. What a great feeling that is….

Being universal is what happens when you leave your spiritual life and change everything. You live  simple and real. It is not hard really… It just slows everything down in your world and lets you sit and relax more.. That is necessary for you to establish your connection with this outside energy  system. That is all it takes… But you must want to change what is going on. You must want to be in control of your life. You may have to do this on your own as I did…. That is what makes it work. I left a lot of bad people behind me. I had to sever many bad energy connections and that led me to my true identity.  That is how you live on…

I am real, I am not faking this. I am telling my story out in the open and will continue until it becomes well-known and established. My purging theory is my own. I know of no other person who has told their healing story like I have. I am very open about this and want others to know that this is the future of our world….I am the “first healer” doing this. That is why I took the name firsthealer.com for my website….

I am available to help you connect to our universe. I utilize Google voice, email, and chat.

 Email me and let’s get started!

firsthealer@gmail.com

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Healer Enters a New World Now: The Old Cycle of Seven Years Has Been Purged Completely….

I am still purging out the spiritual part of my world. I have just completed an important 7 year cycle! The cycle ends today. Seven years ago, I left a very bad place where I was employed. It was a toxic and very nasty, negative place. I was working as a school nurse in the Novato Unified School District (Novato, CA, USA). I was in the middle of workplace bullying episodes where I was the target. I left and never returned. That was seven years ago today (February 1, 2008). And as a result, I have been able to finish that bad cycle and purge it out completely! I have been able to establish my home that is safe and secure for my family.

That is all I wanted to say today on this “Day of Freedom”. It is now my world totally. Those bad people of the past seven years will simply perish one way or another. It has nothing to do with me though.. I am not the cause of their demise. They were destined to end up the way they did….

 

My world continues to grow and mature. It is all because I am totally connected to the universal energy pattern that surrounds me and my home. It is the only place on this planet where real universal healing can occur!

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Real Healers Are the Stolen Babies From the Past….

06/25/14 Have not heard from Ann Fessler. Guess she is not really into responding to someone who tells the truth. That is OK Ann. I just do things differently than you. I do not keep secrets from people. I do not make money on this horrific time in our history. I just post the truth about it on my blog and things change around the right way without your help…. That is what really happens now. I know that the more I speak the truth in my new world , the faster these bad people will die, and their spiritual energies will be released and gone forever. This allows my world to become the normal world again. My world does not have any spiritual energy and it is only by death that these energies are removed completely…What a comforting thought that is for me!

06/20/14 I just emailed Ann Fessler who wrote a book  (The Girls Who Went Away) about the era in our past history when babies were stolen from their mothers without the mother’s knowledge or permission.. She apparently was able to find her real birth mother. But I told her that there are still thousands of people who are just starting to realize that they are not around their real families. And that this tragedy is only really beginning to become  common knowledge. I just wanted to update my blog post about this. I hope that I will be one of the many stolen babies soon who will be reunited with my real biological family.   This is my email:

I Am One of The Stolen Babies

Dear Ann,

I am hoping you my have some insight into this. I just recently figured out that I was adopted (or stolen illegally). I was not ever told this. It is still a very big “secret”. I am 55 years old. The only reason I know this and am telling you this is because I am a Healer and was able to purge all the spiritual energy layers that were covering this horrible secret up. This lady who calls herself my mother is unfortunately still alive. She is one of the biggest liars and criminals ever born. I want to assure you of that. She will never admit that this happened. There are no records anywhere. I stay far away from her and have had no interaction with her for several years. That is how I was able to purge away all this bad energy to the truth.
Now, what should I do? I have a blog: www.firsthealer.com. But it seems so impossible to find my birth family. I am hoping that by posting about this on my blog, and continuing to purge out all the spiritual energy layers surrounding this cover up,  they will eventually find me. There are thousands of people like me Ann. You know this. We, the stolen babies, are all just discovering the crimes against humanity that were done to our mothers. I understand what happened now. I hold no grudges or anger. I am way beyond that and way beyond that fake family I was around through out my earlier life. Having my own children showed me what a real mother child bond is. To be forced into giving up your baby is the worst thing that could ever happen to a human female.

Anyway, I know you are very involved in exposing  this tragedy. I want to help. I am blogging about it now and will continue to speak out about this atrocity. Thank goodness you are here and trying to get this more opened up. It needs to be told over and over in the public arena until all the real families are reunited. I hope you understand Ann. This is what changes our world.
Thank you again and take good care,
Julia Angel

06/19/14

I imagine that there have been other Healers like myself through the ages. I also know how difficult their lives must have been. I look back on my own personal life and understand that the odds are stacked up against real Healers. I am saying this right now, because I know I was adopted. I was never told this though. It has and still is being kept a “Big Secret”. But, this secret is not secure anymore.  I can tell that I was adopted, because I gave birth to my own children. I have three handsome  and healthy adult sons and a handsome and healthy kitty and I know what a maternal child bond really is. I do not have that with this lady who says she is my mother. I do not have any feelings or connections to my supposed  “siblings” either. I know that as a result of me purging out this spiritual energy, it allowed the negative unreal bonds of this fake family to fade away. That is how I know I was stolen from my birth mother.

This was quite common in the 1950s. Single mothers were treated like dirt. They were made to feel very bad about themselves. They were made to feel unworthy. They were forced to give their babies away. This is sickening to think about, but that is really what happened. I could not imagine doing that. It would be so painful. And I am sure that so many women suffered tremendously during this time. It is a trauma that cannot be fixed. It is like a big hole in your heart. This was a very bad time for young unwed mothers. This is when all that formula feeding took over. There was so much of this criminal adoption going on during this time. I am certain I was one of these babies stolen away. I am not sure whether my birth date was altered but I believe it was. It is so frustrating to try and figure this out. It was all done so secretly and records were legally altered and hidden away! The truth was ignored. It was accepted and perfectly legal to lie about the baby’s birth records and biological family. No wonder we have so many problems today in this world with crime and corruption.

And now, even though I have all this tremendous healing/purging ability, I still cannot find my real family that easily. I was told that I was born in Yuma, Arizona, on November 9, 1958, at 8:40 PM at Parkview Hospital.  That is all I know.  I have a birth certificate with that information. But again, I do not believe that it is telling the truth about me.  These records can easily be wrong. I believe I was actually born in the summer up here in Northern California. That is were I ended up on my purging journey.  And there easily could be a real birth certificate in some file somewhere around here!

It feels so impossible to figure this out. I really wish I  could have contact with my real birth family though. I know that they are much like me and we could live on and be very happy. But again, it is so hard to find them. How do you find them? So I just post here and hope that maybe through  all this purging, they will find me. And I know that others are in this same situation as I am. And are frustrated too. I have been around liars and criminals all my life up until the last 9 years. I was able to get away from them finally and really start purging the spiritual  energy field which has kept me from who I really am. It seems impossible, but at least I am talking about this out in the open now. And that is a very good start to finding my real family.

I hope this gets easier as time  goes on to find my real biological family. I feel that I may have a brother. I hope we  can meet someday and live on. That is all I can say about this for now. I currently live in Novato, CA so if you are out there real family, please let me know. I am missing you too.. I am alive and doing very well. And  I understand completely what happened.. I hold no bad feelings. We just need to go on and do the job that we were meant to do.  Healers are here to stay. We will never be apart again..But for now, my real family is right here in my little home and we continue to live on and on, purging out the evil energies of this disgusting world around us…

I am here and always will be. I am at home to make sure that evil is defeated forever…