12/31/17 I wrote this post over 3 years ago when I was finally realizing I was not raised by my birth family. I was still living in Marin County. I did some research but found nothing. I contacted a few people and learned nothing. And now I have returned to my hometown, Yuma, AZ. It was only because I am a powerful Universe Family Healer that I came back to my homeland. I am still searching for my birth family and making a little progress.
The disgusting truth remains very clear, that babies were legally stolen from birth moms last century ( i.e. legalized kidnapping). It is almost unreal, a spiritual nightmare that came true. But, it will not ever happen again. I can not imagine having one of my babies taken away from me by a social worker simply because I was not married or too young. Only Universe Family Healing purges away the grief and sadness that this injustice brought to my family.
06/25/14 Have not heard from Ann Fessler. Guess she is not really into responding to someone who tells the truth. That is OK Ann. I just do things differently than you. I do not keep secrets from people. I do not make money on this horrific time in our history. I just post the truth about it on my blog and things change around the right way without your help…. That is what really happens now. I know that the more I speak the truth in my new world , the faster these bad people will die, and their spiritual energies will be released and gone forever. This allows my world to become the normal world again. My world does not have any spiritual energy and it is only by death that these energies are removed completely…What a comforting thought that is for me!
06/20/14 I just emailed Ann Fessler who wrote a book (The Girls Who Went Away) about the era in our past history when babies were stolen from their mothers without the mother’s knowledge or permission.. She apparently was able to find her real birth mother. But I told her that there are still thousands of people who are just starting to realize that they are not around their real families. And that this tragedy is only really beginning to become common knowledge. I just wanted to update my blog post about this. I hope that I will be one of the many stolen babies soon who will be reunited with my real biological family. This is my email:
I Am One of The Stolen Babies
Now, what should I do? I have a blog: www.firsthealer.com. But it seems so impossible to find my birth family. I am hoping that by posting about this on my blog, and continuing to purge out all the spiritual energy layers surrounding this cover up, they will eventually find me. There are thousands of people like me Ann. You know this. We, the stolen babies, are all just discovering the crimes against humanity that were done to our mothers. I understand what happened now. I hold no grudges or anger. I am way beyond that and way beyond that fake family I was around through out my earlier life. Having my own children showed me what a real mother child bond is. To be forced into giving up your baby is the worst thing that could ever happen to a human female.
I imagine that there have been other Healers like myself through the ages. I also know how difficult their lives must have been. I look back on my own personal life and understand that the odds are stacked up against real Healers. I am saying this right now, because I know I was adopted. I was never told this though. It has and still is being kept a “Big Secret”. But, this secret is not secure anymore. I can tell that I was adopted, because I gave birth to my own children. I have three handsome and healthy adult sons and a handsome and healthy kitty and I know what a maternal child bond really is. I do not have that with this lady who says she is my mother. I do not have any feelings or connections to my supposed “siblings” either. I know that as a result of me purging out this spiritual energy, it allowed the negative unreal bonds of this fake family to fade away. That is how I know I was stolen from my birth mother.
This was quite common in the 1950s. Single mothers were treated like dirt. They were made to feel very bad about themselves. They were made to feel unworthy. They were forced to give their babies away. This is sickening to think about, but that is really what happened. I could not imagine doing that. It would be so painful. And I am sure that so many women suffered tremendously during this time. It is a trauma that cannot be fixed. It is like a big hole in your heart. This was a very bad time for young unwed mothers. This is when all that formula feeding took over. There was so much of this criminal adoption going on during this time. I am certain I was one of these babies stolen away. I am not sure whether my birth date was altered but I believe it was. It is so frustrating to try and figure this out. It was all done so secretly and records were legally altered and hidden away! The truth was ignored. It was accepted and perfectly legal to lie about the baby’s birth records and biological family. No wonder we have so many problems today in this world with crime and corruption.
And now, even though I have all this tremendous healing/purging ability, I still cannot find my real family that easily. I was told that I was born in Yuma, Arizona, on November 9, 1958, at 8:40 PM at Parkview Hospital. That is all I know. I have a birth certificate with that information. But again, I do not believe that it is telling the truth about me. These records can easily be wrong. I believe I was actually born in the summer up here in Northern California. That is were I ended up on my purging journey. And there easily could be a real birth certificate in some file somewhere around here!
It feels so impossible to figure this out. I really wish I could have contact with my real birth family though. I know that they are much like me and we could live on and be very happy. But again, it is so hard to find them. How do you find them? So I just post here and hope that maybe through all this purging, they will find me. And I know that others are in this same situation as I am. And are frustrated too. I have been around liars and criminals all my life up until the last 9 years. I was able to get away from them finally and really start purging the spiritual energy field which has kept me from who I really am. It seems impossible, but at least I am talking about this out in the open now. And that is a very good start to finding my real family.
I hope this gets easier as time goes on to find my real biological family. I feel that I may have a brother. I hope we can meet someday and live on. That is all I can say about this for now. I currently live in Novato, CA so if you are out there real family, please let me know. I am missing you too.. I am alive and doing very well. And I understand completely what happened.. I hold no bad feelings. We just need to go on and do the job that we were meant to do. Healers are here to stay. We will never be apart again..But for now, my real family is right here in my little home and we continue to live on and on, purging out the evil energies of this disgusting world around us…
I am here and always will be. I am at home to make sure that evil is defeated forever…