I left Northern California over 10 years ago. I returned to Yuma, AZ, my homeland. My oldest son came with me. Soon he and I separated and he went on his own. I have been without my family for a very long time. I have not heard from my oldest son for a very long time. I want him to find his way back to me somehow.

Today, I am saying these words because I know they are also feeling this way. Ten years is way too long, but that is what happened with us, meaning me and my 3 sons. We have been separated and on our own for this period of time. I never thought this would happen but that is what happened. Apparently, this is how real Universe Family Healing works. However, this separation can only be temporary no matter how long it lasts. This separation allows for the time needed to completely away our conjoined spirit worlds. This is a real, natural phenomenon.

Anyway, today I am feeling that 10 years is long enough! I know that my 2 sons still living in Northern California are not really enjoying themselves that much. In fact, it was a mistake to go there in the first place. I know that we should never have gone to the north. Now, it is getting way too cold there. I have watched the winter temperatures fall every year. I know how things get after a while. It becomes harder and harder to stay in the north when you are healing all of the way.

So, I am saying this out loud one more time, please get in touch with me and let’s start doing the right thing together again. It is the right time, the right place, and I am doing this with my real family. We are the First Family in the Universe. We are the first humans to heal all of the way. Purging a family’s spirit world is the most important thing a mother can do. I am doing this. I am still doing this.

I thought I would find my birth family too. This has not happened yet. I thought I would obtain my real birth certificate. This has not happened either. I still hope to find my birth family too. I really want to know where I came from. I want to know if I have real brothers or sisters, etc. What happened? Why was I taken away from my homeland? Most people take it for granted about all of this. They know who they are. They know who their real family is. I am not one of those people.

I am staying very positive because through all of this time, my tremendous healing ability has not disappeared. My healing ability is not a spiritual game. My healing ability cannot be stopped. I am happy about this. I know that if I keep healing like I am doing, one day, I will find my family again.