Posted on March 18, 2014

This is not easy! I was a professional nurse for 30 years. I am still trying to get off of their website. The CA Board of Nursing has me listed as delinquent, but they also know that I am retired and have been since June 2011. That was almost 3 years ago!! I am never sending them money and renewing this bunch of credentials. I am never going back there. What a mess the world of professional nursing is becoming. I am so glad I am not there, but because I am still on their website as a delinquent it looks like I am behind in paying my fees and in reality, I am retired!!! I do not want their credentials!!! I want to be free of them completely. It is just a chapter in my healing journey. I want that chapter completed.

I am not happy with the State of CA and how they are handling my retirement from nursing. So I have sent them 2 emails today to request that I be removed from their website. I do not owe them any money. I am retired from that profession. In fact, I have provided a pdf picture of my retirement document below from them. I really do not care about the field of nursing. It was not a good profession for me at all. I was traumatized and bullied the last few years of my nursing career and just want all ties severed.

But it seems that the state of CA just cares about money and wants to “leave the door open”. Well, I am closing it completely. That is the truth. I have a perfect record there.  I have no problems there. I just don’t want to be there. I want my listing to be removed completely. Then I can move forward and purge a lot more of this energy field away from me. I am not going to let this energy from the nasty nursing profession cling and hang on. It is out of here..

This is the link to my BRN retirement document:

BRNRetirement

The other organization that I separated from back in December 2011 was the California Commission on Teacher Credentialing (CTC). I voluntarily revoked my school nurse credential. It was the worst time in my life, having to deal with those disgusting people at the CTC. I was just looked at as the bad person. I had to undergo this horrible intense interrogation at their location and nothing ever came of it. Talk about workplace bullying and toxic work environments. I have been through it all. These agencies that are still running things here in California are not good agencies. I have to say that although I am not involved with them directly anymore, the memories of that time do remain. I am documenting that messy time here on my blog that I survived that horrible time period and just left it all behind. I want nothing to do with any of thosepeople ever again. I stay far away from those places and people that remind me of that terrible time when people were mean and evil towards me and I was not able to realize what was going on until much later.

Throughout my healing journey, I have had to manage whatever was at hand and did the bet I could using my clear mind and I did survive. I feel that I have survived what was meant to destroy me. I am not destroyed.  I am here and actively purging and those ugly people are still there far away from me.

And that is what a healing journey is like. It is not always fun and easy, but it is real. Getting rid of the evil in your world will make your life comfortable. It is not worth hanging onto those negative work situations and staying there because of the pension. Those pensions will be gone someday anyways.  Didn’t you know that? There is not enough money in the entire world to pay for all those pensions for all those old people.

Oh well…