I am evaluating my current living situation because I have never had to deal with this before. Here I am at Healer Camp in July. Now, it is very hot here in Yuma this time of year. I am currently living outside here 24/7. July is the hottest month in Yuma. Temperatures are as high as 118 degrees!

At first I thought this would last only a few days and another living arrangement would open up. But that has not happened for me. I am staying here because nothing else has been offered my way. However, it seems that I am able to do so much healing as a result of living/camping outside like this that it may be the only solution. I can do this because I am able to handle the hot weather. I have plenty of shade and water. I basically am doing nothing but resting and healing throughout the hottest part of the day. I have been conditioning myself for this time over the past 3 years. I am ready.

I look so forward to the sunsets. I love the evenings. There’s nothing like a summer evening here in Yuma. It is very comfortable. As a result of this situation, I feel I am at the most powerful level that I ever have been. There is no way a spiritual setup can survive in these outside temperatures. I am confident that this is what I am needing to do right now. I am still purging out this spiritual soulmate /relationship spirit world. There is so much of it. It can’t affect me at all here. It used to control me to do things but not here. I am simply purging it. So that is how I am spending my days and nights right now.

Living through these hot days and cooler nights is important for me. I know I am in total control of that spirit world that was always in the way of me and my family. I have trapped that spirit world here in Yuma and I am watching it degrade. I live one day to the next, hoping that soon, it will be over. I’ll know when this is happening. I will feel it. The results will be a reunion with my family.