Every year keeps going by and it is still the same thing. I approach May and the all important holiday honoring mothers everywhere. Well, I am a mother. However, I don’t really care about those Mother’s Day holidays. In fact, I really do not care about any holidays these days. In my Universe Time, holidays are not there. Holidays were created spiritually. Holidays are not that much fun. I live through the day as it goes by quickly.

I don’t know who my mother is. I lived with a fake family who never told me the truth. I figured it out through my healing that I was lied to all of my early life. I do not speak to that fake mother, Elizabeth Ellen Kaplan (i.e. Bette Kaplan), at all. I have not spoken to her for many years. I will never speak to her again. She is not my birth mother. She has lied about all of this and still lives up in Northern California somewhere. I do not need her confession or apology. I know that she has been purged away from me forever.

Instead, on this day as on all other days, I plan to do my routine. I face the sun and feel the warmth and gentle pulling as the spiritual world around me is merged with my Universe. I know that someday I will find out who my birth mother is and how we became separated. I will find out when I was born. I’ll know my real birth name. I am slowly and steadily making progress here. This does not stop. The fake family members fade and die. My real family members appear at the right time. This is the Universe way.

Mother’s Day is not a good day really. Mothers do not need a special day. We just need to have our family living around us, close by. That is all real mothers need. Real Family. This is the end of the fake Mother’s Day celebrations everywhere. I choose not to participate in any fake Mother’s Day celebrations. Good riddance to fake mothers and all of the fake Mother’s Days I had to live through with Bette Kaplan. Good riddance to her as well. That time is over and purged into my Universe.

I am happy that I don’t have to pretend anymore. I am way too real these days for that kind of thing.

When I became a real mother myself, it still took me many years of healing to uncover the awful truth. I know that something bad happened. I want to know everything. Universe Family Healing reveals the truth about all the injustices from long ago, even those involving traumatized birth families.

I will soon know Ugly Bette. Beware.

“You are not my mother!”

Julia Angel Age 5